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 I INSERTED A SNAKE IN MY ANUS AND MY LIFE CHANGED COMPLETELY. So I worked at a mine in Rustenburg for a while as a general worker and I felt like the money wasn't enough. I was Just being ungrateful Because I was a qualified safety officer but have been struggling to get a job under my qualification for the longest time. Until I decided that you know what? Any job is fine aslong as it will put bread on my table then it will be enough. I was becoming suicidal because I felt like I was far behind all my age mates. It just seemed as though they were doing very well while I was suffering . I had depression and isolation syndrome. I didn't want to be around people. I spent 90% of the time in my room hiding under the blankets. Day and night had swapped it's purposes for me. I'd sleep all day and when it was night time and everyone was sleeping I'd be up like it's normal. Yes , I'd walk the streets at night like it was a normal thing to do. I really didn't car...

 THE DEATH CONTRACT| I DID THE TORTOISE RITUAL NOW IM ANXIOUSLY WAITING FOR MY DEATH Eish I don't even know where to start but I've signed my own death contract. Poverty will make you lose your mind and make choices you'd never make on a full stomach. My hunger made me put my life on the line without even thinking twice and now I am not even enjoying my life anymore. I don't even know where to start but I'll just try. Growing up I knew my worth and which class I belonged to and that was the very lowest class. The poverty class. Both my parents passed away in the 90's due to the famous HIV deases. Well back then it was very deadly as science had not found the right treatment for it. And as you know back in the day having the viris or rather having a family member with such a virus automatically made you isolated by the community especially if you lived in a village. I was only left with my grandparents because they were the only ones who wanted me. My relatives w...

 MONEY RATS DRINK PATIENTS BLOOD AT PUBLIC HOSPITALS There are evil pastors and evil nurses working together at mostly public hospitals to make themselves rich and powerful. You find people saying public hospitals are neglegent and that's why there's a high rate of death there. No one ever talks about the random pastors with a group of their people visiting hospitals claiming to pray for sick patients without the patient's concern. I once worked at a public hospital as a nurse and the evil things that happens there made me never wish to work at any public hospitals ever again. Private hospital have strict rules therefore fake pastors would never use the Private medical centers as their playground. There was this nurse who worked at my previous hospital as a nurse too. She wasn't that old but had been working there for quiet sometime because she started working at a very tender age. So this nurse was every nurse's dream. She lived a very beautiful luxurious lives. Sh...

WHERE DO ALL MY SANGOMA MOM'S HUSBAND'S DISSAPEAR TO. I wish to remain anonymous. I am a very worried daughter of a sangoma and I'm afraid by coming here I might be putting my life at risk. Since I came across this Chanel I've related to many of the confessions here. My mom has been a sangoma for aslong as I can remember and being her child means I am automatically her assistant. Whether I like it or not I have to help her for aslong as I still live under her roof. I also think she has done something to my life. My life is at a stagnant and she doesn't seem bothered by that.  I passed matrive exactly 18 years ago and I've never furthered my studies nor worked anywhere. I'm an adult living at home to assist my mom. When I ask her why my life is not showing any improvements or flourishing at all she always tells me that not every child born is meant to leave their parents house. That makes me suspect that she could have done something to me so that I remain he...

 SLAY QUEEN: THE CALABASH RITUAL MADE BLESSERS GIVE ME A FAT ALLOWANCE I grew up in a church going household. My parents taught us the importance of going to church and resting under the shadow of God's wings. My dad was a pastor and for many years we loved listening to him on the pulpit. We attended church every Sunday without fail and even when sick we attended church because we believed that that's where our healing would be found. I had a twin sister whom wasn't much of a fan of church but she didn't have much choice. In my parents home it's either you go to church or you move out. They didn't take disobedient lying low. After I passing our matric we then went to university. When we got there our parents encouraged us to find a church we can make our second home. I tried finding one that I felt comfortable in but failed. But something shocking happens,the unexpected happened. My twin found a church that we both liked instantly after the first attendance. My ...

 SLAY QUEENS SLEEP WITH CORPSES IN ORDER TO ATTRACT AND CONTROL RICH MEN I came to Gauteng to seek for a job. I graduated years ago and I have never been lucky enough to find a job. I was always on social media following my ex class mates and it made my heart bleed Because most of them were doing very well while I was stuck in one place. What made matters worse was the fact that I was my family's only hope. I was the first one to pass matric and also the first and only one to graduate. So they relied on me to change our home situation but sadly things weren't going how we all had hoped. It felt like God was blocking his ears from our prayers. Life was just getting harder and harder. I watched my family lose hope and faith in me and that was very painful because honestly I was their light and now i was failing to brighten their lives. On social media there was this particular girl that I went to school with , but she never graduated. She actualy failed untill she was excluded an...